To do:
-Clean out my inbox and update the FE kink meme index/reply to all of those RP notifs/generally not have 40 undealt with messages in there.
-Write that Hakuba+Issei thing for Lylith that I said I'd do.
-Write that Lancer/Issei thing I promised Duck aaaaages ago.
-Make a decision about writing memes. I've done a holiday post for the past two years, and I feel bad about not doing it again this year, particularly when I've made a couple requests (or, well, one that I can think of) this year. And there's that 5 + 1 meme going around on DDD, which I haven't made any requests to because I know I'll guilt myself into doing it. I know people like my writing, and I have the time; but writing meme requests often get me frustrated. I do not need to be frustrated right now - I burst into tears again in class yesterday, and all signs indicate that my mood hasn't improved much in the last... couple weeks. Not since I last posted about it, certainly.
-Figure out what the heck to do about this mood. When writing seems like work, and making icons seems like work, and playing video games seems like work, and roleplaying seems kind of like work sometimes, what exactly do I do to get myself to relax and feel better?
-...Maybe not do #1-3 until the mood is taken care of. RL > writing and RP, right? It's okay for me to not risk sending myself into a panic. I can write things in... I don't know, February, and no one will mind that I'm not writing them now. And nobody really looks at the index I maintain anyway.
-Clean out my inbox and update the FE kink meme index/reply to all of those RP notifs/generally not have 40 undealt with messages in there.
-Write that Hakuba+Issei thing for Lylith that I said I'd do.
-Write that Lancer/Issei thing I promised Duck aaaaages ago.
-Make a decision about writing memes. I've done a holiday post for the past two years, and I feel bad about not doing it again this year, particularly when I've made a couple requests (or, well, one that I can think of) this year. And there's that 5 + 1 meme going around on DDD, which I haven't made any requests to because I know I'll guilt myself into doing it. I know people like my writing, and I have the time; but writing meme requests often get me frustrated. I do not need to be frustrated right now - I burst into tears again in class yesterday, and all signs indicate that my mood hasn't improved much in the last... couple weeks. Not since I last posted about it, certainly.
-Figure out what the heck to do about this mood. When writing seems like work, and making icons seems like work, and playing video games seems like work, and roleplaying seems kind of like work sometimes, what exactly do I do to get myself to relax and feel better?
-...Maybe not do #1-3 until the mood is taken care of. RL > writing and RP, right? It's okay for me to not risk sending myself into a panic. I can write things in... I don't know, February, and no one will mind that I'm not writing them now. And nobody really looks at the index I maintain anyway.
Current Mood:
anxious
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